Saturday, May 23, 2020

Behind the Red Door by Megan Collins



This morning, I finished Behind the Red Door by Megan Collins. Now, I absolutely love Ms. Collins' first book, The Winter Sister, so I was thrilled to get an advance copy of this one from NetGalley. 

From Goodreads:

When Fern Douglas sees the news about Astrid Sullivan, a thirty-four-year-old missing woman from Maine, she is positive that she knows her. Fern’s husband is sure it’s because of Astrid’s famous kidnapping—and equally famous return—twenty years ago, but Fern has no memory of that, even though it happened an hour outside her New Hampshire hometown. And when Astrid appears in Fern’s recurring nightmare, one in which a girl reaches out to her, pleading, Fern fears that it’s not a dream at all, but a memory.

Back home in New Hampshire, Fern purchases a copy of Astrid’s recently published memoir—which may have provoked her original kidnapper to abduct her again—and as she reads through its chapters and visits the people and places within it, she discovers more evidence that she has an unsettling connection to the missing woman. As Fern’s search becomes increasingly desperate, she hopes to remember her past so she can save Astrid in the present…before it’s too late.


So, I thought this had a really good premise and I couldn't wait to dive in.  Unfortunately, I thought this veered off of the description too much.  It IS about what it says, no doubt, but the end result (s) seemed incredibly far fetched to me.  Also, and this is just my opinion only, I couldn't seem to rally behind any of the characters. Of course what happens to two of them is heartbreaking, but the characters themselves weren't likable enough to make me FEEL what I should for them.  While the situation they faced was horrible, I didn't like THEM.  Without giving too much away, I felt in the beginning that Astrid sounded entitled and I was right. Maybe the author made her that way on purpose.  I'm not sure. 

With all that being said, I still think this book will do well when it releases.  I think a lot of people will enjoy it and quite frankly, I want it to do well.  Ms. Collins is very interactive and polite with her followers on Instagram and I wish her the very best with it.  Releases August 2020. 

Thank you so much to Netgalley and to the publisher.  No review was required. 

The Englisch Daughter by Cindy Woodsmall and Erin Woodsmall



This is a little late in coming, but better late than never! This book released last month in April, but it's one you don't want to miss if you enjoy Christian or Amish fiction. It isn't your typical Amish story by a long shot.  I had read the first chapter and I was really surprised at the turn it was taking.  

A short synopsis from Goodreads: 


Old Order Amish wife and mother Jemima has put her marriage and family ahead of herself for years. She's set herself aside. Raising four children, she's followed all the rules and has been patient in looking forward to her time to chase a dream of her own.

But when she finds out that her life savings for pursuing that dream is gone--and her husband, Roy, has been hiding a child with another woman--her entire world is shattered. Will she be able to listen to God and love Roy's child? With so much at stake, how can she and Roy fix their relationship before their lives come crashing down?
 

I really enjoyed this story.  Firstly, because it didn't go down the regular path of an Amish story and secondly, it was about forgiveness. We all could use a little of that. There is the other subplot of Roy's sister and a newcomer to town.  I enjoyed Roy and Jemima's story more but it was still engaging. If you enjoy this genre, I think you will really enjoy this one.  Cindy and Erin never disappoint in my opinion. 

I was given a complimentary copy of this book.  No review was required. 

The Safe Place by Anna Downes



Talk about a book that is perfect for summer reading! It's not a typical romance type beach read, but it's a suspenseful, twisty ride with a creepy vibe. 

It all starts out with Emily who is just plain down on her luck.  One blow after one blow and she's ready to improve her life.  She jumps on an opportunity her boss gives her and that is to travel to France (!) to a paradise home on the beach to help his wife take care of the place and their daughter, Aurelia.  

Well,  almost right away Emily sees that some things are a little off, but she dismisses them because she feels that she finally has the perfect opportunity to have a fresh start.  I don't like to bore with a long description of the book because you can read that anywhere so let that suffice for a quick synopsis.  Let's just say that the safe place may not be so safe after all. 

I found this book to be a fun time and one that I found myself wanting to get back to it as soon as I could to find out what was going on!  Personally, I think it would be a good movie.  I really enjoyed it!  This book releases in July (2020) but if you are a member of Goodreads, they have a giveaway going on where you can win your own copy!  Giveaway ends June 8. 

Here's a link to the Goodreads giveaway:  The Safe Place Goodreads Giveaway  

I want to thank the publisher for the advance copy.  No review was required.





Monday, May 4, 2020

The Secrets of Love Story Bridge by Phaedra Patrick




Book Summary:
(from the publisher)
Fredrik Backman meets The Cactus in THE SECRETS OF LOVE STORY BRIDGE (Park Row Books; April 28, 2020; $25.99 US/$32.50 CAN), in which a cynical single father has a surprise encounter on the famous love lock bridge, sparking a journey of self-discovery that may lead him to a second chance at love.
Single father Mitchell Fisher hates all things romance. He enjoys his job removing padlocks fastened to the famous "love lock" bridges of Upchester city. Only his young daughter, Poppy, knows that behind his disciplined veneer, Mitchell grieves the loss of her mother, Anita.
 One fateful day, working on the bridge, Mitchell courageously rescues a woman who falls into the river. He’s surprised to feel a connection to her, but the woman disappears before he learns her name. To Mitchell’s shock, a video of the rescue goes viral, hailing him as "The Hero on the Bridge." He’s soon notified by the mysterious woman’s sister, Liza, that she has been missing for over a year. However, the only clue to where the woman could have gone is the engraved padlock she left on the bridge.

Mitchell finds himself swept up in Liza’s quest to find her lost sister. Along the way, with help from a sparkling cast of characters, Mitchell’s heart gradually unlocks, and he discovers new beginnings can be found in the unlikeliest places.
MY TWO CENTS:
Full disclosure, I am not one who usually goes for a romance book. I usually like thrillers, mystery, and drama. However, I was extremely happy to get a copy of this one. I won't bore you with another synopsis but suffice to say that I really enjoyed the story and the characters in this. They were written simply, but with depth, too. It's not every day I read a book where characters seem real to me, but these did.
I also thought that the premise was pretty original. The author wrote well and allowed me to imagine the scenery and the characters without too much description. I have never been overseas, but I have seen the padlocks fastened all along the Brooklyn Bridge when I have visited New York City. I like the idea, but I know the stress they put on a bridge. The author addresses this issue in the story. So, while in some cases, this may seem like a run of the mill romance at first glance, don't be fooled. There's romance, yes, but also a hint of mystery, and also how people come to terms with, loss, sadness and uncertainty in this life.
My thanks to the publisher. All opinions are my own and no review was required. Continue on for a free excerpt from the book!

The Lilac Envelope
The night before

            As he did often, over the past three years, Mitchell Fisher wrote a letter he would never send.  He sat up in bed at midnight and kicked off his sheets.  Even though all the internal doors in his apartment were open, the sticky July heat still felt like a shroud clinging to his body.  His nine-year-old daughter, Poppy, thrashed restlessly in her sleep, in the bedroom opposite. 

Mitchell turned on his bedside lamp, squinting against the yellow light, and took out a pad of Basildon Bond notepaper from underneath his bed. He always used a fountain pen to write—old-fashioned he supposed, but he was a man who valued things that were well-constructed and long-lasting.

Mitchell tapped the pen against his bottom lip. He knew what he wanted to say, but by the time his words of sorrow and regret travelled from his brain to his fingertips, they were only fragments of what he longed to express.

As he started to write, the sound of the metal nib scratching against paper helped him block out the city street noise that hummed below his apartment.

Dearest Anita,

Another letter from me. Everything here is fine, ticking along. Poppy is doing well. The school holidays start soon and I thought she’d be more excited. It’s probably because you’re not here to enjoy them with us.

I’ve taken two weeks off work to spend with her, and have a full itinerary planned for us—badminton, tennis, library visits, cooking, walking, the park, swimming, museums, cooking, a tour of the city bridges, and more. It will keep us busy. Keep our minds off you.

You’ll be amazed how much she’s grown, must be almost your height by now. I tell her how proud I am of her, but it always means more coming from you.
Mitchell paused, resting his hand against the pad of paper. He had to tell her how he felt.

Every time I look at our daughter, I think of you. I wish I could hold you again, and tell you I’m truly sorry.
Yours, always
Mitchell x

He read his words, always dissatisfied with them, never able to convey the magnitude of grief and guilt he felt. After folding the piece of paper once, he sealed it into a crisp, cream envelope, then squeezed it into the almost-full drawer of his nightstand, amongst all the other letters he’d written. His eyes fell upon the slim lilac envelope he kept on top, the one addressed to him from Anita, that he’d not yet been able to bring himself to open.
Taking that envelope out, he held it under his nose and inhaled. There was still a slight scent of her on the paper, he thought, of violet soap. His finger followed the angle of the gummed flap and then stopped. He closed his eyes and willed himself to open the letter, but his fingernails dented crescents into the paper.
Once more, he placed it back into his drawer.
Mitchell lay down and hugged himself, imagining Anita’s arms were wrapped around him. But, when he closed his eyes, the words from all the letters weighed down upon him like a bulldozer. As he turned and tried to sleep, he pulled the pillow over his head to force them away.

  1. A Locked Heart
The lovers who attached their padlocks to the bridges of Upchester might see it as a fun or romantic gesture but, to Mitchell, it was an act of vandalism.
It was the hottest year on record in the city and the morning sun was already beating down on the back of his neck. His biceps flexed as he methodically opened and squeezed his bolt cutters shut, cutting the padlocks off the cast-iron filigree panels of the old Victorian bridge, one by one.
Since local boyband Word Up filmed the video for their international smash hit “Lock Me Up with Your Love” on this bridge, thousands of people were flocking to the small city in the North West of England. They brought and attached locks marked with initials, names, messages, to demonstrate their love for the band and each other, on the city’s five bridges.
Large red and white signs that read no padlocks studded the pavement. But as far as Mitchell could see, the locks still hung on the railings like bees swarming across frames of honeycomb. The constant reminder of love surrounding him, other people’s, made him feel like he was fighting for breath.
As he cut off the locks, he wanted to yell, ‘Why can’t you just keep your feelings to yourselves?’
After several hours of hard work, Mitchell’s trail of broken locks glinted on the pavement like a metal snake. He stopped for a moment and narrowed his eyes as a young couple strolled toward him. The woman glided in a white floaty dress and tan cowboy boots. The man wore shorts and had the physique of an American football player. With his experience of carrying out maintenance across the city’s public areas, Mitchell instinctively knew they were up to something.
After breaking away from his girlfriend, the man walked to the side of the bridge while nonchalantly pulling out a large silver padlock from his pocket.
Mitchell tightened his grip on his cutters. He was once so easy and in love with Anita, but rules were rules. ‘Excuse me,’ he called out. ‘You can’t hang that lock.’
The man frowned and crossed his bulging arms. ‘Oh yeah? And who’s going to stop me?’
Mitchell had the sinewy physique of a sprinter. He was angular all over with dark hair and eyes, and a handsome dorsal hump on his nose. ‘I am,’ he said and put his cutters down on the pavement. He held out his hand for the lock. ‘It’s my job to clear the bridges. You could get a fine.’
Anger flashed across the blond man’s face and he batted Mitchell’s hand away, swiping off his work glove. Mitchell watched as it tumbled down into the river below. Sometimes the water flowed prettily, but today it gushed and gurgled, a bruise-grey hue. A young man had drowned here in a strong current last summer.
The man’s girlfriend wrapped her arms around her boyfriend’s waist and tugged him away. ‘Come on. Leave him alone.’ She cast Mitchell an apologetic smile. ‘Sorry, but we’re so in love. It took us two hours and three buses to get here. We’ll be working miles away from each other soon. Please let us do this.’
The man looked into her eyes and softened. ‘Yeah, um, sorry, mate,’ he said sheepishly. ‘The heat got the better of me. All we want to do is fasten our lock.’
Mitchell gestured at the sign again. ‘Just think about what you’re doing, guys,’ he said with a weary sigh. ‘Padlocks are just cheap chunks of metal and they’re weighing down the bridges. Can’t you get a nice ring or tattoo instead? Or write letters to each other? There are better ways to say I lov– Well, you know. . .’
The man and the woman shared an incredulous look.
Whatever,’ the man glowered, and he shoved his padlock back into the pocket of his shorts. ‘We’ll go to another bridge instead.’
I work on those too . . .’
The couple laughed at him and sauntered away.
Mitchell rubbed his nose. He knew his job wasn’t a glamorous one. It wasn’t the one in architecture he’d studied hard and trained for. However, it meant he could pay the rent on his apartment and buy Poppy hot lunch at school each day. Whatever daily hassle he put up with, he needed the work.
His workmate Barry had watched the incident from the other side of the road. Sweat circled under his arms and his forehead shone like a mirror as he crossed over. ‘The padlocks keep multiplying,’ he groaned.
We need to keep on going.’
But it’s too damn hot.’ Barry undid a button on his polo shirt, showing off unruly chest curls that matched the ones on his head. ‘It’s a violation of our human rights, and no one can tell if we cut off twenty or two hundred.’
Mitchell held his hand up against the glare of the sun. ‘We can tell, and Russ wants the bridges cleared in time for the city centenary celebrations.’
Barry rolled his eyes. ‘There’s only three weeks to go until then. Our boss should come down here and get his hands dirty, too. At least join me for a pint after work.’
Mitchell’s mouth felt parched, and he suddenly longed for an ice-cold beer. A vision of peeling off his polo-shirt and socks and relaxing in a beer garden appeared like a dreamy mirage in his head.
However, he had to pick Poppy up from the after-school club to take her for a guitar lesson, an additional one to her music class in school. Her headteacher, Miss Heathcliff, was a stickler for the school closing promptly at 5.30pm, and it was a rush to get there on time. He lowered his eyes and said, ‘I’d love to, but I have to dash.’
Then he selected his next padlock to attack.

Excerpted from The Secrets of Love Story Bridge by Phaedra Patrick, Copyright © 2020 by Phaedra Patrick. 
Published by Park Row Books




THE SECRETS OF LOVE STORY BRIDGE
Author: Phaedra Patrick
ISBN: 9780778309789
Publication Date: April 28, 2020
Publisher: Park Row Books

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Author Bio: 
Phaedra Patrick is the author of The Library of Lost and Found, Rise and Shine, Benedict Stone
and The Curious Charms of Arthur Pepper, which has been published in over twenty countries around
the world. She studied art and marketing, and has worked as a stained-glass artist, film festival
organizer and communications manager. An award-winning short story writer, she now
writes full-time. She lives in Saddleworth, UK, with her husband and son.